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Thursday, October 29, 2009

Heard in a meeting

posted by Sam @ 7:26 PM  
"an uncle, sober for years, who just committed suicide..."

"My version of progress isn't progress."





Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Thoughts from a meeting

posted by Sam @ 6:53 PM  
God was always there. God is there. Relying on me didn't work. Relying on God does.

I had to throw out all those conceptions of God I grew up with. They didn't fit.

It's not about the drink today... for me. It's about aligning my will with God. But, if I pick up that first drink, it's all over.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Thoughts from a meeting

posted by Sam @ 9:23 PM  
I'm becoming antisocial again.

I'm only going to 2 or 3 meetings a week.

I'm grateful I get to travel because I'm sober.

I'm grateful that today, no matter how I feel, I don't want to drink.






Monday, October 26, 2009

Resuming...

posted by Sam @ 10:55 PM  
So, as another blogging friend has done, I'm resuming my blog because when I'm not ok, this has helped. I'm feeling a lot of self pity and loathing and I want to feel differently.

Hurting back. Hurting knee. Achey and tight. Overweight. Lazy. Incommunicative. Angry. Bitchy. Lonely. Untouched.





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