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I've lost my best friend.  We haven't talked in over a month.  I can't talk about the relationship in the gay meetings because he goes to those meetings and everyone there knows him.  I can't talk about the relationship in the mainstream meetings because it's a gay relationship and there'd be too much information.  My sponsor and I can't seem to get any facetime due to our schedules.  I don't have any other friends that are close enough for me to let this go of with.