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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

First Things First

posted by Sam @ 9:46 PM  
Tonight's meeting was about what "First Things First" means to us. To me, it means focusing on what's in front of me, what's to be done right now. When I project, I mostly see how so many things can go wrong. Therefore, it's best for me to stay in right now and handle first things first.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Gettin' honest

posted by Sam @ 9:50 PM  
Good speaker meeting tonight... My new sponsor was there and we talked afterward. It's good to be able to be honest with him. We talked about my putting off something I don't want to do. I'm taking it on piecemeal, starting tomorrow afternoon.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

A New Friend

posted by Sam @ 11:32 PM  
Tonight a new friend, who recently moved here, told his story. What better way to get to know people in your new locale and, more importantly, let them get to know you?

Monday, July 21, 2008

FEAR

posted by Sam @ 9:43 PM  
A new one (to me) for FEAR:
Forgetting
Everything's
All
Right

Thursday, July 17, 2008

When confronted...

posted by Sam @ 10:52 PM  
Tonight's men's meeting was about how we react when confronted. When I was drinking (and early in my recovery), I reacted hostilely to any confrontation. Now I have tools to draw on and a connection to God that helps me get through such situations in a much saner way.

Couple of things heard tonight:
  1. First in AA I stopped drinking. Then I started changing my thinking.
  2. Sometimes, particularly in a confrontation, one person has to do the thinking for both.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

A new sponsor

posted by Sam @ 10:49 PM  
Today I had lunch with an acquaintance in the program to discuss sponsorship. We had a great conversation and he will likely be my sponsor. (He's checking his obligations before committing.) Meanwhile, we'll be in phone contact regularly, getting to know each other.

The meeting tonight did just what I knew it would do. I'm so grateful to have these!

Monday, July 14, 2008

Birthdays!

posted by Sam @ 10:08 PM  
Tonight I got to be part of a group of friends celebrating the 1st anniversary of one friend's sobriety and the 22nd birthday of another friend well on his way to his 1st anniversary. What a wonderful thing to be a part of. I'm so grateful that they and I keep on coming back.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

@ the Hall

posted by Sam @ 10:02 PM  
I went to a meeting at one of the local recovery centers today. Two people I know are in there right now - one just admitted and one at two weeks. I'm so grateful for this program and the many good things I experience from being in it. I can learn from others' stumbles, help newcomers, be there for others, give and keep my word and improve my experience on this planet by being of service to others.

It's amazing just how simple this program is. I surely wish more people were able to see that, but I know from my own experience that seeing it is only possible for most of us when we look back on it. Facing it can be very tough...

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

30 days is more real than 17 years

posted by Sam @ 11:32 PM  
Tonight's discussion was on anniversaries; someone is about to pick up their one-year chip and was feeling a bit squirrelly. A repeated point in many shares was how picking up chips is also for the newcomers, so they can see that it can be done.

A point was raised that someone picking up a 30-day chip can be much more real for a newcomer than someone picking up a 17-year chip. For someone who's trying to get one or two days, it's much more fathomable that 30 days can be reached than 17 years. It's much like me trying to relate to $9,495,692,733,410.24, when what I have in my bank account is $94.24. $1000 is much more real to me, for it's a number I can realistically relate to. I can see me having $1000 in my account, but having $9,495,692,733,410.24 is plain ol' incomprehensible.

Monday, July 07, 2008

God Shots

posted by Sam @ 10:16 PM  
Tonight's meeting was about spiritual awakenings and "God shots," moments of awareness of God doing for us what we couldn't do for ourselves. One person told of his driving to a meeting location and it being locked with no one around. Needing a meeting, he wanted to go to another on the schedule, but didn't take his schedule with him. He was praying about it throughout the dilemma. Then he saw a guy on a bicycle and, though he was sure the guy wasn't in AA, asked if he was. He was indeed and was coming to the meeting that was apparently not going to happen. He had a meeting schedule, but biking to another meeting would take too long. They each had what the other needed and both got to another meeting... together.

This guy summed up by saying something to the effect of:
If God doesn't answer a prayer outright, He organizes things as such that you and someone else can help each other.

Saturday, July 05, 2008

Chip Time!

posted by Sam @ 11:09 PM  
Tonight I picked up my 5-year chip and it was such a treat to get it. FA gave it to me and it is FA's sponsor's (someone else very dear) 5-year chip. Another person picked up 23 years tonight! The meeting was full and the sharing was great. Dinner with friends afterward was a wonderful time, too. I'm so grateful for such a special and happy day!

I shared very briefly about this past year and how one of the biggest things that has touched me is working with the two guys I sponsor. Sponsorship has been a special boost to my program and I'm grateful to get to experience sharing what I've gotten with these fellows. If you've shied away from sponsoring, give it a try. It's yet another milestone, another level of growth in this program and it's very powerful in so many ways.

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Back home!

posted by Sam @ 11:05 PM  
Glad to be back home! Asia was wonderful; I'm glad I went AND I'm glad I came home.

Heard in tonight's meeting:
It's not that life is so short... It's just that you're dead for so long!
I love this! I'm chuckling again right now.

Tonight's chips were really wonderful. Two friends (one of whom is a sponsee) picked up their 6-month chips and another friend picked up her 4-year one. It feels good to have people like them in my life. Congratulations, friends, for finding the willingness to accept the gift!


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