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I met with Sponz yesterday - that was good. One thing I shared with her is that I find I have more to write about here when I go to meetings. While I do try to work my program throughout my day, the time in meetings is truly focused on my recovery, even if it's by focussing on someone else's! I have really cut back on my meetings and am resolved to address that. I really like my meetings and know the importance of them for me. Spending time with my friends is also very important to me and that's what I've done more of, allowing that to usurp my time in meetings. Well, I have friends in the meetings, some of whom I've not even met yet. Some of whom I've held at arm's length so as to ensure I had time for "more important" friends. Reserving my time and making no plans just in case "something better comes along" is one of my character defects. I've been aware of this more than once, but it's still an easy place for me to be. It's what I know. Time for some change...
