Time Out!
I want a special pass! (Oh yeah, I'm getting one at the end of the year...)
I want to go to meetings whenever I want to and not be stuck at work M-F during the day and still have to fit in the normal necessities of life, my small business and AA in the remaining few hours. I feel special because of the gifts I receive by working this program and being in the fellowship, but I do have to make sacrifices if I want to be active in them. Sometimes they are sacrificed. Some things must be done and can't be time-shifted. Adequate sleep must occur. Never did I think my life would be so packed! It's great, but I'd sure like a bit more of a cat's life sometimes. Balance is the key. Too much running and I'm worn out. Too much time on my hands and I'm stuck in my head. Balance is coming... 'til then, I suppose I'll work on patience.
I want to go to meetings whenever I want to and not be stuck at work M-F during the day and still have to fit in the normal necessities of life, my small business and AA in the remaining few hours. I feel special because of the gifts I receive by working this program and being in the fellowship, but I do have to make sacrifices if I want to be active in them. Sometimes they are sacrificed. Some things must be done and can't be time-shifted. Adequate sleep must occur. Never did I think my life would be so packed! It's great, but I'd sure like a bit more of a cat's life sometimes. Balance is the key. Too much running and I'm worn out. Too much time on my hands and I'm stuck in my head. Balance is coming... 'til then, I suppose I'll work on patience.
