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After staying home yesterday, sleeping away the day and draining the movies from my DVR, I'm feeling a bit better, though still tired and wee bit cranky. As I was about to go to bed last night, I received an email from a local person in the program. I had answered some of her PC questions a few weeks ago and she had lost my email address. She Googled my name, pc and the name of our city and found my main personal site. After spending some time there, she sent me a wonderful little note about it. It put a smile on my face - a good way to go to bed. Sleep didn't happen much, but I had slept a lot during the day and (like a fool) drank a big McDonald's iced tea around 8:00. Still, I rested more and, though getting up this morning was still much harder than usual, I did and came into work.
Sponz and I had a good talk on Monday - started working on my list of character defects (I did it before we met!) and discussed how we'll work with the list. We talked about all the uncertainty right now. I told of how I'm still trying to hand it all over and am still praying and feeling my connection, but how I sometimes catch a glimpse of the enormity of all that's going on around me. In those glimpses, I see how eveything can go wrong rather than right. I'm not living in acceptance, rather I'm judging good and bad, right and wrong. BUT, I'm working on it; I'm still willing...
FA and I had a good talk. I love being able to talk with someone so openly and honestly and receive the same from them. It's happening more and more with MP and I find it more prevalent in my daily affairs.
Sponz and I had a good talk on Monday - started working on my list of character defects (I did it before we met!) and discussed how we'll work with the list. We talked about all the uncertainty right now. I told of how I'm still trying to hand it all over and am still praying and feeling my connection, but how I sometimes catch a glimpse of the enormity of all that's going on around me. In those glimpses, I see how eveything can go wrong rather than right. I'm not living in acceptance, rather I'm judging good and bad, right and wrong. BUT, I'm working on it; I'm still willing...
FA and I had a good talk. I love being able to talk with someone so openly and honestly and receive the same from them. It's happening more and more with MP and I find it more prevalent in my daily affairs.
